made up of plain emotions
i ve to let this out before it gets the better of me.

a part of me wishes that the EOY wouldnt end;
at least not so soon.
i would rather it continues as long as it would,
stretching the exam dates longer than ever.
no,im still sane.
and it's not regarding the amount of time i need to spend on each subject.

instead,it's you ):
i know i wouldnt feel good if you were to come back again,
and start to revive everything when all it does is making me feel bitter inside.
as much as i appreciate you,
it would be better to end it off.

perhaps you dont feel this wayy
well,you arent me.

i hate to admit things i wont want to share;
much less to you who sometimes treats me like a complete stranger.
it's as if im driven to the corner and put into suffocation :x

thus,this puts me into a dilemma..?

if only i had the courage to tell you face to face,
if only words were enough to describe and express,
if only i hadnt know you

then,all of these wouldnt be weighing me down.
you are above me and gravity is on your side.

i am,from head to toe,each and every being and pieces of me,makes up of potentially charged sensitivity and emotions.
icant help if my heart rule my mind.

i live my life,
and you take care of yours.

and for the last time,
my exams DONT end tmr =/