Don't be fooled; I appear to be everything I am not.
Saturday was spent at the beach to get a good tan. Mumsie says being white is not too good after all cos it makes me look sick and pale, especially when I am 16 going on 17. True true. However, mainland Sg stole all the sun away and not far away at sunny island Sentosa, we experienced bad weather. Talk about a wasted trip!
What a small world. We saw Jiayi and her church mates there too on board the shuttle bus to Sentosa. Not only that. I met a long lost friend, John, who I met in Nat camp! I wonder if he still reads my blog. Anyhow, HELLO JOHN! (: QH saw her senior too! Too much of a coincidence.
I am having a huge obsession on bikinis. It's getting quite out of hand I must say. Tsk tsk. On every shopping trip, I would want to check out the latest designs and hopefully own them. Shucks.
Sunday, or rather, today was a beautiful day! Chelsea won Ports by 2 nil! Went to get logistics stuff for camp after church with Di and Mer. It just dawned on me that the last time I went to Mer's house was 2 years when we were celebrating Louis's bday! How time flies! It almost feels like yesterday when I first stepped into Mer's.
You would never believe me but I saw Louis shortly after I left Matt and the rest at Orchard train station! He was botak (ogay not really but I would like to put it that way) and look completely different! Darker skin and he is really losing weight and gaining muscles! Haha. We chatted and updated each other on our lives. (: It feels really good to have a listening ear from the opposite sex, knowing you will be friends for the rest of your lives. You can complain a hell lot, whine, cry, basically be yourself and he will still be there. How assuring is that eh.
A friend once told me before that I am far too trusting and should know my limits. I would like to let my intuition to tell me who is trustable and ultimately, who I can really depend on. God has blessed me with many supportive friends along the way and I will stand strong in my belief and not falter. Thanks Min for coming this far with me! You know how much I love you! (:
I was feeling a tad bit emotional last night or was it 2 nights ago? I can't really remember but I reach for a pen and paper and scribbled down words and more words that make up whatever is below.
In times like this
you run and hide
Shun away from reality, from truth
You feel safe once in a while
It is temporary
This feeling is not going to stay nor last
Suddenly you find yourself cornered!
Your friends turned into enemies
They have found themselves a vulnerable prey
You struggle, you wrestle, you fight
Did you court for your own death?
Was there even a chance for reconcilation?
Who would stop and lend a helping hand?
Your thoughts raced as you lie in a pool of blood.
Saturday was spent at the beach to get a good tan. Mumsie says being white is not too good after all cos it makes me look sick and pale, especially when I am 16 going on 17. True true. However, mainland Sg stole all the sun away and not far away at sunny island Sentosa, we experienced bad weather. Talk about a wasted trip!
What a small world. We saw Jiayi and her church mates there too on board the shuttle bus to Sentosa. Not only that. I met a long lost friend, John, who I met in Nat camp! I wonder if he still reads my blog. Anyhow, HELLO JOHN! (: QH saw her senior too! Too much of a coincidence.
I am having a huge obsession on bikinis. It's getting quite out of hand I must say. Tsk tsk. On every shopping trip, I would want to check out the latest designs and hopefully own them. Shucks.
Sunday, or rather, today was a beautiful day! Chelsea won Ports by 2 nil! Went to get logistics stuff for camp after church with Di and Mer. It just dawned on me that the last time I went to Mer's house was 2 years when we were celebrating Louis's bday! How time flies! It almost feels like yesterday when I first stepped into Mer's.
You would never believe me but I saw Louis shortly after I left Matt and the rest at Orchard train station! He was botak (ogay not really but I would like to put it that way) and look completely different! Darker skin and he is really losing weight and gaining muscles! Haha. We chatted and updated each other on our lives. (: It feels really good to have a listening ear from the opposite sex, knowing you will be friends for the rest of your lives. You can complain a hell lot, whine, cry, basically be yourself and he will still be there. How assuring is that eh.
A friend once told me before that I am far too trusting and should know my limits. I would like to let my intuition to tell me who is trustable and ultimately, who I can really depend on. God has blessed me with many supportive friends along the way and I will stand strong in my belief and not falter. Thanks Min for coming this far with me! You know how much I love you! (:
I was feeling a tad bit emotional last night or was it 2 nights ago? I can't really remember but I reach for a pen and paper and scribbled down words and more words that make up whatever is below.
In times like this
you run and hide
Shun away from reality, from truth
You feel safe once in a while
It is temporary
This feeling is not going to stay nor last
Suddenly you find yourself cornered!
Your friends turned into enemies
They have found themselves a vulnerable prey
You struggle, you wrestle, you fight
Did you court for your own death?
Was there even a chance for reconcilation?
Who would stop and lend a helping hand?
Your thoughts raced as you lie in a pool of blood.
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