Rain on my parade

There is seriously something wrong with me lately. It has got to be the period.

I need a boyfriend to soothe the beast within...

This december seems to be cursed. Was the northeast monsoon last december as bad as this? If my memory hasn't failed me, decembers aren't suppose to be this blue. This is like a total nightmare and really, christmas doesn't seem to be turning out merry. The festive mood is out. 'Tis the season to be jolly ?

Not for me.

Bah, I am so tired and it's not as if I'm not trying. I have a bad temper and tonnes of work over the holidays. For everything to turn out right, I can only hope.