Suppose we hold everything constant

The weather is in a foul mood today. It has been raining non-stop for the past 5 hours already. Oh well, complements me best.

The phone conversation last night with Noelle revealed that there was no mutual trust between a friend and I. Loopholes in what I say. Clearly, should I try to explain myself any further, it would be quite useless since they would probably be deem as excuses. If not, something worse.

Was there a communication breakdown somewhere? A lack of understanding between parties? Inadequate sensitivity?

Should I apologize? Would I be sincere?

Should I just give up and let nature takes it course?

A runaway hamster can do so much damage to a friendship. Even before I get to touch or even lay eyes on it, it is bent on escaping. But the hamster food and recommended cat litter by Samantha is lying at home waiting to collect dust.

I've decided to throw them all away.