Just like any other
Today's history test made me realised that Im capable of writing endlessly even if half-way through my work, I cannot make sense what I've written, I can still continue. Even if somewhere down the line I seem to have lost my argument somewhere, I can do a twist and make it up.
The power of words, flowery language and utter rubbish! :p
Anyway time past really quickly today for some strange reason! Maybe because most of my tutors were surprisingly in their best moods! Mr Spencer was happy, Ms Tan was happy, other tutors were fine. Even though my last class ended at 1715 or so, it really did not felt like I had stayed in school for approximately 9 hours! I guess so long the grumpy ones are good, they would make days in school pleasant so why can't they just make an effort to smile and not frown and abide gravity!
On my way to grams house after school I was listening to my ipod and bouts of imagination were running wild in my head. It wasn't until I thought of the JI terrorist on the loose I told myself to stop. But the thing was- I couldn't! And the more I told myself to stop, the crazier my mind became! It went out of control! It was so warped it began to come out with possibilities of how the man could have escaped under such tight security. What if it was an inside job? What if there's corruption in the police force? What if our police force were all terrorist by nature? What if What if What if. I became so paranoid I began suspicious of every earthly thing around me. Until I spotted J and he decided to walk me all the way to gram's home even though he didn't know I was feeling whatever I was feeling inside. Hehe an ideal gentleman :D
My converstaion with J made me realised that I shouldn't convey words of affection loosely. Especially if it would make one misinterpret and have the wrong idea. It made me think and y'know, I think I'll still stick with being myself- I've no qualms about showing love to the people I love because there's absolutely nothing wrong with it. At least not that I think there's any. Hmm.
Tomorrow is going to be another hectic day! Napfa in the morning and training after that. 2 hours later is down at church for worship prac and all the way till 1900 till youth service ends. In a bid to clock 11 mins for the 2.4km run, I attempted to lose weight this week by going on a diet. This is to allow the forces of the wind to carry me along with it and make me accelerate (unless of course it chooses to go against me). Unfortunately it was mission impossible as usual. There's a reason why ET can identify me as one of the gluttons in her gp class.
I can't wait anyhow! To see Noelle and Li Jin in church! I can't wait to see for myself and hear from them how the love of God has touched them through the worship and sermon. Or just being in the house of the Lord :D
Gelare with the girls on Tuesday was wonderful. The next meet up is going to be better. It's upwards for this friendship anyhow <3
p/s 29th Feb feels extraordinary :) I need to catch The Leap Years no matter! :)
Today's history test made me realised that Im capable of writing endlessly even if half-way through my work, I cannot make sense what I've written, I can still continue. Even if somewhere down the line I seem to have lost my argument somewhere, I can do a twist and make it up.
The power of words, flowery language and utter rubbish! :p
Anyway time past really quickly today for some strange reason! Maybe because most of my tutors were surprisingly in their best moods! Mr Spencer was happy, Ms Tan was happy, other tutors were fine. Even though my last class ended at 1715 or so, it really did not felt like I had stayed in school for approximately 9 hours! I guess so long the grumpy ones are good, they would make days in school pleasant so why can't they just make an effort to smile and not frown and abide gravity!
On my way to grams house after school I was listening to my ipod and bouts of imagination were running wild in my head. It wasn't until I thought of the JI terrorist on the loose I told myself to stop. But the thing was- I couldn't! And the more I told myself to stop, the crazier my mind became! It went out of control! It was so warped it began to come out with possibilities of how the man could have escaped under such tight security. What if it was an inside job? What if there's corruption in the police force? What if our police force were all terrorist by nature? What if What if What if. I became so paranoid I began suspicious of every earthly thing around me. Until I spotted J and he decided to walk me all the way to gram's home even though he didn't know I was feeling whatever I was feeling inside. Hehe an ideal gentleman :D
My converstaion with J made me realised that I shouldn't convey words of affection loosely. Especially if it would make one misinterpret and have the wrong idea. It made me think and y'know, I think I'll still stick with being myself- I've no qualms about showing love to the people I love because there's absolutely nothing wrong with it. At least not that I think there's any. Hmm.
Tomorrow is going to be another hectic day! Napfa in the morning and training after that. 2 hours later is down at church for worship prac and all the way till 1900 till youth service ends. In a bid to clock 11 mins for the 2.4km run, I attempted to lose weight this week by going on a diet. This is to allow the forces of the wind to carry me along with it and make me accelerate (unless of course it chooses to go against me). Unfortunately it was mission impossible as usual. There's a reason why ET can identify me as one of the gluttons in her gp class.
I can't wait anyhow! To see Noelle and Li Jin in church! I can't wait to see for myself and hear from them how the love of God has touched them through the worship and sermon. Or just being in the house of the Lord :D
Gelare with the girls on Tuesday was wonderful. The next meet up is going to be better. It's upwards for this friendship anyhow <3
p/s 29th Feb feels extraordinary :) I need to catch The Leap Years no matter! :)
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