This is frightening but oh so enlightening
Im not sorry that most of you have came and left here disappointed. Perhaps it seems that the owner of this blog might have just disintegrated into the surface of this earth when actually Im alive and kicking and have been occupying myself with so much oh dear I think I think too little and have resorted to go with the flow I wonder where all this will lead to and hopefully not naught.
The number of counter hits been hitting all time high I feel a tad uneasy (understatement at its best) expressing my thoughts freely even though this is my space and I ought to feel home but I don't.
Yet the private site isn't helping much since most people have asked to get access to it and since Im one who finds 'no' a hard word to say, I give in and after I do, I regret the next second and hence it becomes stagnant. Deserted. Isolated. Zilch.
Days have been kept busy with not just school although it certainly takes up four-fifth of my waking hours. Today I realised how physcially inactive I have been ever since BT3 I need a serious work-out before all the fats start to jump on me and refuse to budge. At the same time Im aware of how much work I need to put into studies. Results from BT3 were't quite promising even though there was progress. By golly I put in 101% effort for all except Math and Econ I was expecting some decent grades and all I had were slight improvements. This is infuriating. PFFTTT.
At least I now know I need 102%.
On a heavier note (if that was not upsetting enough), Dr Ong Chit Chung passed away last Monday and although there were never concrete conversations made with him, his character is admirable even though he may be high and mighty up there being the minister and all the works, my grandparents regarded him as a humble chap and generous one too. His passing was unexpected and shocking to say the least. The last time I saw him I didn't know he had aged so much as the photos you would see in the papers. He certainly looked in the pink of health. As cliche as it sounds- how fragile life is. Yet we all know he is in a better place; in heaven; singing with the choirs of angels and had stepped into life eternity.
It is only heaven where we can call home home.
Im not sorry that most of you have came and left here disappointed. Perhaps it seems that the owner of this blog might have just disintegrated into the surface of this earth when actually Im alive and kicking and have been occupying myself with so much oh dear I think I think too little and have resorted to go with the flow I wonder where all this will lead to and hopefully not naught.
The number of counter hits been hitting all time high I feel a tad uneasy (understatement at its best) expressing my thoughts freely even though this is my space and I ought to feel home but I don't.
Yet the private site isn't helping much since most people have asked to get access to it and since Im one who finds 'no' a hard word to say, I give in and after I do, I regret the next second and hence it becomes stagnant. Deserted. Isolated. Zilch.
Days have been kept busy with not just school although it certainly takes up four-fifth of my waking hours. Today I realised how physcially inactive I have been ever since BT3 I need a serious work-out before all the fats start to jump on me and refuse to budge. At the same time Im aware of how much work I need to put into studies. Results from BT3 were't quite promising even though there was progress. By golly I put in 101% effort for all except Math and Econ I was expecting some decent grades and all I had were slight improvements. This is infuriating. PFFTTT.
At least I now know I need 102%.
On a heavier note (if that was not upsetting enough), Dr Ong Chit Chung passed away last Monday and although there were never concrete conversations made with him, his character is admirable even though he may be high and mighty up there being the minister and all the works, my grandparents regarded him as a humble chap and generous one too. His passing was unexpected and shocking to say the least. The last time I saw him I didn't know he had aged so much as the photos you would see in the papers. He certainly looked in the pink of health. As cliche as it sounds- how fragile life is. Yet we all know he is in a better place; in heaven; singing with the choirs of angels and had stepped into life eternity.
It is only heaven where we can call home home.
posted by Male'ana at 9:52:00 PM
6 Comments:
hey dearie! dont give up for maths and econs! slight IMPROVEMENT, is still improvement! so continue improving babe, and youll see GREAT results soon! :D:D and yeah, we HAVE to meet up soon! :P:P maybe next week okie? ill have to confirm with you again! btw, im checking into eusoff hall next friday already!
meanwhile, ill be missing you! :)
hey love. yup gen is right! its always the case, where u put in so much and nothing good comes out of it. but god knows every amount of effort u put it ya! u'll definitely make it! go go go! :D
school starts on the first week of aug! 4th if im not wrong. yup i wanna meet up with u girls too! when are u free? :)
hello pbf in case u girls read this, when are the rest of u girls free for a meet up??
you will find heaven on earth dawn!
gen: Wow thats pretty soon! So cool! Yep we ll surely see each other this week! <33
jo: Thks babe :D im preparing for prelims alr! Its in 3wks time so nothing fanciful if all of us are planning on one! On the last day of my papers can?? ;p Then I can let my hair down in peacee!
ken: HEHE yeah! In you aye lol
hey dearie !
cheeeer up.
and its yo blog,
u can write ANYTHING.
the hits meant to tell u that
alot ppl care about u
and wanna know whats going on in yo life
thats why they're here.
like me(:
im missing u !
and study hard.
u can do it babe.
u can .
cone.
THANK YOU CONNIE :D
I miss you too!
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